I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Monday, February 9, 2015

FatFATFAT!!

I weighed myself this morning, and I had lost over a pound.
I haven't yet eaten anything today, nor have I really let myself drink anything either.

I am starving and my body is hungry.
But all I see is fat. Fat covering everything. All I want to do is curl up in bed and hide from the world.
Hide my atrocious body from them, so as to not hurt their eyes.

I want to stop being fat.

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  1. BellaFebruary 10, 2015 at 2:01 PM

    Sweetie, you are tiny. I can tell just by this picture that you've lost a lot, especially around your stomach. I know it doesn't mean much coming from an outside source when EDs are in play, but I think you're beautiful and don't need to lose any more. Your eyes are decieving you.

    <3
    xx

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