I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Sunday, February 15, 2015

What A Day

My birthday was amazing.
I spent the morning with my best friend since my bf had to work, and she bought me a doughnut and stuck 19 candles in it. It was the most unique and creative thing. And it made me really happy.
She also gave me flowers, since she knows yellow is my favorite color.
Then I went dinner with my family, which was nice. I enjoyed myself. (:

Today I woke up with the intent to go see my brother in prison. However my alarm didn't go off, and I woke up right as I was supposed to be there. My best friend needed me to help her get to school, so i did that, got home only to leave again with my grandma to go shopping for my bday.
I got a shirt and a pair of pants. I can now fit into a 7, when I used to have to squeeze into a 15. It's kinda crazy.
Adter I went shopping I was in a rush to make it to prison, since I wanted to visit my brother. It ended up being an ordeal to get in there cuz they wouldn't let me wear the shirt I had on, nor were they gonna let me wear the shoes I had on. Neither were particularly special, but prison is very particular about how things are done. Oh, and in the middle of my visit with my brother, my monthly visitor decided to show up and I was so unprepared... ugh.
After I got in there, I had a good visit with my brother. But too soon I had to leave to go to work.

Work was... work. We weren't too busy because it was Valentine's Day.... but we had enough people. That was a really long ass shift, and I was so ready to go home. But I have to work from 10am to 2pm tomorrow, and I am so unexcited.

It's after midnight now, and I need to be sleeping. But for as tired as I am, I can't fucking sleep.
Which figures, right? Of. Course.

Today has been quite the day. I'm glad it's over, but tomorrow is gonna be just as crazy.
Aye.

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad your day was nice :) That's so sweet of your friend to bring you a birthday doughnut!

    Hope you have a good week <3
    xx

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