I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Friday, September 19, 2014

I fought with my mom today. She called me manipulative and a liar and said she didn't want me in her life anymore.
All because of some stupid shit.

I haven't written to my brother in weeks, nor have i been to see him. I am a terrible sister... i was just starting to get him back in my life. I hate myself for t h is, especially knowing that i only have a few more months before he transfers in December. After that, he will be too far away for me to be able to see him. But im afraid to write to him because i don't have a stable address to recieve his letters.

I feel like everything that could possibly go wrong, is. Like i have no control over anything and i am just a rag doll to be thrown around and used.
I try to do the right thing all the time but it just doesn't ever seem to be enough. Maybe i should stop trying.

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