I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Friday, October 10, 2014

I have been being kinda super bitchy this last week or so, and it has caused me so many issues. Fighting with my boyfriend to the point that we almost broke up.
Feeling like I am gonna snap.
I punched an entertainment center last night because I needed to hit something and release some of the anger. Apparently not enough, I guess.
Still trying to get a job, hopefully I will know by the end of today if I got it or not... I just wanna know already! My anxiety is killing me.
I faceplanted off of my porch and tore my jeans, gave myself two bruises, and a few other minor injuries. Ugh, it sucks. I feel like a walking hazard.
My weight still isn't budging. I don't know what I can do to make it budge, other than taking laxatives. I guess I will give it a try.
Mentally, these days, I am just trying to survive. I don't remember when things got hard again, but they have and I am not dealing well.
I will update more later.
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