I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Monday, January 6, 2014

Say something..

"Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you..
Anywhere, I, would have followed you..
Say something, I'm giving up on you.."

Is that why this is?

I chose to trust you and every day we fall farther apart.. And every day my heart breaks just a little bit more because I feel like you're all that ive got and if you leave..
I'll be left alone.. And it's selfish and pathetic and stupid and foolish and whatever but I really don't want to be left alone again..

I never deserved you, never deserved the love and support you have me. But you did love me and offered support and I will always be grateful.
Maybe.. Maybe I should just protect myself from now on. Go back to the way things were before, when there was nothing to lose. When there was only me.

"Say something I'm giving up on you.."

I'm sorry..
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