I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

I want to scream. I want to punch walls.
I want to physically hurt myself in all ways possible.
I kind of want to degrade myself and cause myself the worst amount of pain. I want to hate. I need to hurt.
I need to break myself down until there's nothing left.
I am a monster, not a human.

I don't even know. This is destroying me, and I'm letting it. How much longer will I stand before I fall?
I'm afraid not very long.
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4 comments:

  1. KateMarch 20, 2014 at 10:25 AM

    I'm sorry you feel so low. Try and be strong. You can get through this tough time.
    Take care,
    Kate

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  2. J (:March 21, 2014 at 7:13 AM

    Thanks for having faith in me, even when I don't. Xx

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  3. UnknownMarch 23, 2014 at 12:23 PM

    Don't let it get you down. Wake up and think about all the beautiful things in life. Survive :D

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