I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Saturday, May 10, 2014

Eww

My cals total 1205. All I've had today is some candy and a few chips, and a little bit of sweet tea.

I weighed in at 154 this morning. Or rather this afternoon. Somehow, throughout my day of binging, I've sill lost a pound. I don't currently have my backpack with my laxies in it, but when I get back I'm so taking some. I have to lose weight.

I start work in 3 days. I don't want to be the fat one when I start. I need to lose more weight before I go. For the next three days, I'm fasting. Zero calories, even from drinks. I have to.
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