Well, I feel like so much happened yesterday.
So much that I still haven't had a chance to process.
So i'm going to basically write an overview of it, to try to wrap my head around it.

Ever since I met my boyfriend my best friend has faded out of my life. For a while there, she had a job and her boyfriend had a job, while I was single and had no job. Yesterday my "best  friend" and I got in a fight pretty much over my boyfriend.
It wasn't really about him, but my best friend wouldn't admit what it was really about. We tried to talk it out, but she hung up on me and that basically ended our friendship. I honestly would have figured that seven years of friendship meant more. I guess I should have known because people aren't ever really different.

So as a result, and another unspoken issue, the place I was staying in with my boyfriend (my ex-best friends grandmother) is no longer available. My boyfriend and I might have a place to stay, although that isn't a guarantee for me. I called my mom and asked her to take a bunch of boxes that I packed my stuff in because wherever I end up, I can't risk carrying so much shit with me and my mom wouldn't let me throw it away. Ugh.

On top of all that, as if that isn't enough shit already, two people at my boyfriend's work quit yesterday, and one of them stole about $1500. So basically, they really needed people to work yesterday and therefore I kind of got hired instantly... Today is my second day and I don't know exactly how to feel about it. On the one hand, I am excited that I have a job. I really needed one and with the recent events that mean I have to move out in less than a week, it comes in handy. On the other hand, I feel like since I will be around my boyfriend a lot more, he will think less of me if I fuck something up or if I don't learn something fast enough. I also have this stupid nagging thought that because I will be around him so much, that he will just straight up get tired of me. I feel awkward at his work, as if I am looking so stupid when I forget to do something. I don't know, maybe it is nothing and I am just being insecure.

So yeah... Basically my life was turned upside down in a matter of hours, and sort of fixed itself too. Kinda. I thought I was fine with it, or at least not to upset, but I think I am more upset than I thought.
(Should I think some more?)

So basically I am moving out in less than a week, and I find out if I have somewhere to stay tomorrow (I think).

So what do I do now?