I told him to tell his teacher to give her my number.
I did it before I could change my mind.
The only think keeping me sane is that I know that I can back out if I don't want to do this. But I'll at least talk to her once.
It terrifies me....
But I guess It can't hurt.
So now, I play the waiting game.
I can do this.
I really hope I'm making the right choice.
Otherwise, things are going good. Not everything, but more than was yesterday. Which is a start.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Hey darling. Let me know how it goes when she gets in contact? I'm sure it will all be fine, and remember it's all confidential so she can't tell your family.
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She hasn't called me yet, so I guess that's good. And i'm not as stressed out as much about it anymore. Thanks. Xxx
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