We are singing to our lava lamp, and it's bubbly, bubbly, bubbly!

I'm fasting.
My foot has healed, so I can start running again.
But still I'll fast.
Right now, it's at a minimum of 48 hours. So far, I'm at 10 hours without food.

I don't know how long this will go. I never want it to end. I think I have found the answer. Fast. Eat nothing. Only eat when forced to, and even then, don't feel like you've failed. Just go back to fasting.
I am so excited for this.
I am going to try it.

Please don't try to tell me how much I am going to be destroying my body, or how unhealthy it is. I know all of that.
But still. This feeling of utter emptiness, of hunger... I missed it. I missed this feeling of lightness. I feel like I could fly. :D

I have a four day weekend. I am cleaning my room today, and doing some homework. I have practice tomorrow, but no competition. Then two more days of nothing. :D
This makes me so excited. I get to catch up on all  my work, I might get a chance to run. If not, there's other things I can do. (:
I finally feel in control. I'm almost happy. As happy as I've been in a while.

This will help me. In overcoming my "all or nothing" view. I can do this.
And there's no way I can stay this weight by doing this. It just not be possible! :D So... Results! Here I come.

My new phrase is... "We are singing to our lava lamp! And it's bubbly, bubbly, bubbly!" ^_^

Just because I'm feeling random. :D And I'm in such a good mood. Might as well enjoy it while it lasts!