I am so judgmental. There's a girl, who I guess has Anorexia.
I keep saying/hearing that Anorexia is not a physical disorder, it's mental. I know that. That's how I feel too.
Kinda.
So anyways, this girl. She has a blog, and she posts about how she eats ice cream, and cookies, and all this stuff that I could never imagine eating. Ever.
And in my head, I'm like "Bitch. You don't have Anorexia. You just wish you did so you wouldn't be so fat. If you really want it, then get it. Don't make excuses. And don't pretend that you have Anorexia when you don't." I am such a bitch.
I didn't say any of that at all, just thought it. She's never been in treatment, never really restricted, eats a lot of foods that a true anorexic never would.
I am so hypocritical. Just had to rant about that.
If anyone wants to, you can tell me what you think about this. But I just wanted to write about that, it was bugging me. Xx
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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