I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Defy You Stars/Carson Allen/ Rumors Follow

Defy You Stars was pretty good, even if I didn't want to be there. Nikk is pretty epic, and Patrick is definitely cute! I don't know Maxx, but he seemed pretty cool.
We got a bunch of free merch, from Carson Allen, Ashes, and Places, all the bands that were performing with DYS.

As for eating, today I had some coco puffs for breakfast (I broke and ate them and it sucked!) and 2 bites of an elk hotdog with a few french fries after the concert (like right before midnight). So I guess the Elk counts for today. With that being said, I'm going to eat a little soup when I get home, but then fast for the rest of the day. Hopefully I won't crash - I have calories to burn. Then tomorrow I go to hang out with Cimiron.
Did you know I got him sick? I totally told him I was sick and he should stay away. But he said that he wasn't gonna get sick. We hung out for like 2 hours total, but now he's sick. So I feel so bad for him. But he's broke his fever at least, so he should start getting better soon. I've got to at least drop off some throat spray for him, just to help. But in the meantime, I really hope he gets better.

Today was sick! I enjoyed myself. Hopefully, tomorrow is better though! :D

2 comments:

  1. Awww, that's a dedicated boyfriend who doesn't care if he gets sick. In my relationship it's usually the other way around- I decide to hang out with him when he's feeling ill (because I don't get sick very often, ha!). I don't think I've ever gotten sick from him yet though.

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    1. Yeah, I didn't say that I didn't like that he wanted to take care of me. I loved it! But I feel so bad that he got sick.
      Hopefully you continue to not get sick from him, because that would suck!! Xx

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