I've had the most amazing night of my life.
I've discovered a new side of me, a side I like. Just a little.
I've discovered something I'm good at.
I've gotten closer to Cimiron, and I love how happy I can be when I'm just in his presence.
I got a new roommate - S's daughter. My dad also came home today. Both things that I'm not *all* too excited about, but right now nothing can bring me down.
I'm just happy. More than happy. This feeling is rare, and I really wish I could keep it around. But I don't think I can stay on cloud nine forever.
I think my cough might be turning/have turned into strep - which fucking sucks if it has. If so - ER here I come!
I have a wicked headache - though I'm hoping that after crashing, and sleeping well, I won't have such a wicked headache.
All the skin off of my burn got ripped off tonight, too. It hurts like a bitch. Really. But I'm hoping that too will scab over soon and heal soon thereafter.
Nothing can touch me right now. I'm invincible. Things haven't changed, not really. Right now... I'm perfectly okay though. We'll see how I feel tomorrow too.
I hope I don't get in too much trouble. Sorry if this post doesn't make sense. I'm tired, on cloud nine, and in pain all at once. Wonderful combination, right? But fuck it. I'm good right now. Reeeeeeaaaally good. ^-^ :D
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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