I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Enjoying my summer!

Having random dance moments with your boyfriend is fun.
Well, at least it is to me. Cimiron and I were laying on his bed and we were just listening to music. So I decided to pick the most upbeat songs I could (Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepson, Don't Stop Believing by Journey and Fireworks by Katy Perry) and dance/mouth the words to them. It was pretty fun, even if Cimiron didn't join in with me.
The other day I was wearing a hoodie and it was huge on me. So I asked Cimiron if he thought we could both fit in it. Turns out, we could. I took a bunch of photos of us, and I'm pretty happy. I'll have to post the photos later.
I'm enjoying my summer with Cimiron. We're just having fun, trying to be crazy. It's crazy. In 7 months, I turn 18. In 9 months, I'm moving out. Hopefully moving to New York to go to college and be with Cimiron.
That's crazy to me, but exciting too. Nobody here believes that I will do it, because they all think that it's a pipe dream. But I'm determined to do it, and I will.
For now, I've just got to focus on enjoying my summer and getting through the next 9 months. Woo!
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  1. CocoJuly 19, 2013 at 7:34 PM

    So glad your summer is going well!!! And as far as your dreams...just give yourself a few months and it will be reality!! I believe you can do it!!

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