My life right now is too perfect. I work, spend time with my boyfriend, and sleep. I'm usually always with my boyfriend except when I am at work, and I love it just because I know he will get tired of me and I want to be with him as much as possible before that happens.
Since I dropped out of school, I hadn't really tried to get my GED. I have been focusing on getting a job and saving for an apartment and didnt have the money for a GED. But I do right now and therefore have been working on getting it. Hmm..
My weight has gone down since I last weighed... But I haven't weighed in a few days.. I haven't had the time or energy to bother, but for selfish reasons. I enjoy making myself anxious because I don't know my weight. That's fucked up and I know it. I'm gonna weigh soon thoigh, I feel like I have gained, but know I have lost.
I think I want to get "What we believe we manifest" tatted on my arm... And I get the chance again on July 1st. Should I? Thoughts might be appreciated...
Speaking of which... Who are my readers still? If anyone? I know I haven't posted so much in a while... But I do wonder if anyone reads my blog. Leave me a comment if you do?
I called my mom earlier, just to talk to her. She asked what I was doing and I told her where I was. She immediately told me I am wasting my life and my time. Wasting my chances, my seconds. She told me I was stupid and said some other stupid shit and then I hung up on her. Aye. >.<
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