It's almost vacation time!! I think I'm finally starting to get excited!! :D :D
I leave Tuesday.. In case you were wondering. ^_-
I am also fasting Monday and Tuesday, with Emma. I need it, and I can't wait. (:
I guess I'll write more tomorrow, but I thought I'd just say.. I'm not dead. (:
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Glad you aren't dead and sorry for the slack conversation on Gmail lately, my brains a little side-tracked ;)
ReplyDeleteIn case I don't get to talk to you before Tuesday, I hope you have fun on your vacation! Just remember: it's a vacation, so RELAX. It's your time to unwind and de-stress a little, when you get back then you can get back to it :) ♥
It's alright love! Glad it's sidetracked with good things! ^_^
DeleteI will definitely try to relax while i'm in Hawaii, but once I get back... ASS IN GEAR TIME. For sure. Xx
Have fun on vacation! Even if your fast doesn't go as planned, try not to let it ruin your fun.
ReplyDeleteI will definitely try. And even if I can't control what I eat while i'm on vacation, I can exercise. (:
DeleteSo I don't think i'll freak out too much.
Oh I'm so excited for you!
ReplyDeleteHave a login vacation darling and try to just enjoy it and leave the problems at home .
Much love, Jo
I will definitely have a good time, and i'll post pictures, as well as some small updates while i'm gone. (:
DeleteI'm so excited for you! And quite jealous. I wish I could go with you and get away for awhile =) Good luck on your fast my dear.
ReplyDeleteXOXO
I wish you could go too! Seriously, I would love to hang out with you again sometime. After I get back of course. Thanks for the well wishes though. I hope everything is well with you, and if it isn't, then I hope it get's better, and I can always try to help in any way I can. Xxx
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