I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Monday, February 25, 2013

Thinspo all around!

That's what I've been doing for the last 12 or so hours.
Watching YouTube videos, photo searching on Google, reading stories, visiting websites.
It's like a total thinspiration overload.

But it's so good for motivation. I've found some people to talk to who I can help, and who can help me. I've found more support sites, and more love. Not that the people here aren't enough. But branching out, getting more support, that's always a good thing.

I have found a way to hopefully make my day better. I have decided that I am going to try to be skinnier than K. Thinner, prettier, better. I will do it for myself, but also for the fact that I can. Proving that I am good enough.

And as always, I'll do it for myself.
I'm not giving this up anytime soon. It's much too fun.
Today after school is going to be my final work day, and of course more thinspo! Honestly, you can never have too much, and now I have it everywhere I go.
For some reason this makes me happy. (:
But happiness is few and far between, so I'll take it!
















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  1. AnonymousFebruary 25, 2013 at 9:05 PM

    are any of those pictures you or just people who are already thin?

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    1. J (:February 26, 2013 at 9:00 AM

      Those are definitely other people. I wish I could look like that! I will, soon.

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  2. Emily AnonymousFebruary 25, 2013 at 9:15 PM

    Ah, stomachs. You know, it's really really really hard to get a flat stomach. Even my skinny cousin doesn't have a flat stomach. I think these girls rely on some thinness but they also pull in their stomachs to look better. What do you think?

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