Today was a good day. Of course I spent it with Cimiron. We watched Fullmetal Alchemist, which is an anime.
They really didn't used to be my thing. They're his thing, but not mine. The only one I'd ever watched on my own was Code Geass. I think that's how you spell it anyways.
But we watched Fullmetal Alchemist, and I thought it was pretty good. (:
Then we went to the school to swing for a while. He's really bad at making decisions, but then again, so am I. We're really uncompatable in that way. xD
Then we went to his house for a while. We just hung out and joked around, pretty much. Sometimes I can get frustrated with him, but it never lasts long. We've never had an actual fight, either.
I enjoyed my day, for the most part.
The next few days might be crazy. Tomorrow my dad gets back in town. But he's only here till Sunday. Thursday I'm going to see fireworks with Cimiron. I'm stoked. xD Last year I had a blast. There's just something about him. (; Haha.
I'm thinking of starting a new blog and deleting this one. There are some people here that know about this one, and I don't really like that. It makes me feel like I have to be careful what I say on here. Which isn't what I intended when I started this blog. /: I would just tell those people that know about it to not read it, but really, I don't trust them not to. So what to do?
My mood drops really low when I'm alone. Sometimes when I'm with others it happens too. Anger.. That's what it is. Anger and sadness.
But like when I'm with Cimiron, most of the time I'm happy. I'm still trying to find that balance, though. Only time will tell, I guess. Time and patience. I suck at being patient. xD Sometimes.
Never too late to work on it, I guess.
Peace out, for now. (:
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Have fun watching fireworks!
ReplyDeleteLeave a comment with the new link (if you want me to read it, of course) if you make a new blog.
I definitely understand about not wanting certain people to view it.
Any idea how I can get them to stop?
DeleteSo glad you had a good day!!
ReplyDeleteThanks! Xx
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