I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

I Fucked Up

I weighed this morning and got the highest number I have seen in a while. It really triggered me, and then I ended up eating more t high an I should have.
I don't even have any excuses.

I fucked up.
Like the worthless failure I am.

I want to sh so bad tonight... not sure how to full my boyfriend that I need him... so I guess I am on my own.

Again.

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2 comments:

  1. AnonymousNovember 12, 2014 at 9:49 PM

    NO no no, no sh love! Text me! Just tell him you are struggling and really could use some company. It'll be alright! XOXOXO

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  2. TreeNovember 13, 2014 at 1:07 PM

    I'm sorry...
    That's been me the past few days/nights as well. I see the bigger number on the scale and end up eating more anyways - the exact opposite of what I really need to do.
    Also, I agree with Calla Lily - definitely text him.
    And tomorrow is a new day...:)

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