I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Random pain..
I have this weird pain in my chest. It’s like when I breathe
in, I get a sharp pain right underneath my collarbones, and I can’t breathe. It’s
literally so painful, for a few moments, that it feels like I've been stabbed.
I don’t know why. It’s not a side
effect of anything, and it started yesterday. Though it’s definitely gotten
worse today. I don’t know what to do about it. It doesn't have a pattern; it’s
not triggered by anything that I can tell. It just happens. I just want it to
go away. I know I’m dehydrated, and I
need to start drinking more water, I’m gaining weight because of this. I drank a
shit load of sweet tea yesterday, last night and this morning. It’s so good,
but not at the same time. How much do I have to drink to not be dehydrated
anymore? Ahhh! >.< Anyways, this is interrupting me writing my English essay, so I’m going to get back to that and not get
so distracted. I hope this pain goes away soon. Toodles! ^_^
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I've had that same pain-- it hurts so bad. Did youever find out what it was? I've told my mom but she just waves me along, thinking I'm exagerating, or something.
ReplyDeleteNo, I never did figure out what it was.
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