Randomness... again!

I miss running.
Have I said that before?
I don't think I have.

I MISS RUNNING.

There. I've said it.

I think I'm going to try to go for a run today, just because I want to.
But other than that, I just want to relax. I am in the mood to clean, and blast music. I'll finally do my chores, and clean my room, and have a good day. I am not going to worry about eating, or what I weigh, or how I look. I'm not going to worry about myself at all today.

I am hopefully going to hang out with a friend of mine tomorrow, I really need to hang out with friends. I've never hung out with this particular friend, as we didn't used to live so close. But then I found out that she moved really close, and now I want to hang out with her. She is such an inspiration to me, because even with everything she's gone through, she still stands strong. I want to be like that.

I've started writing poetry again, and I wrote this really good poem that I was so proud of, and then I misplaced it and now I can't find it. Grr. I can't believe that.

I am finally caught up in school, so that is free from my weekend. I don't have any plans really for doing anything, other than relaxing, and breathing. I am trying to take life one day at a time.

Yesterday I was at the Denver Art Museum, and we were looking at the Dinosaur Exhibit. And there's this one part where if you look at the Dinosaur, you can see an Elk riding the Dino! It was pretty amazing! :D It made me smile, and I tried to take a picture, but I couldn't because it was too dark there.

I am also trying to combat the negative thoughts in my head. Like tell myself the opposite of whatever negative though I am thinking at that moment, to try to be more positive. I think it might actually be working. And I am trying to keep it that way. :D

Just thought I'd write out everything, since I've been having a lot of negative days lately, and I wanted to express a positive one!