I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

ABC Accountability

So I suppose I will be starting an accountability thread type thing for ABC. But the OCD part of my mind wants to make it organized. So I think I will make a page of it.
Along with that, I am gonna be color-coding the days. In essence, it would look kind of like this...
Under my calorie limit: yellow
Over my calories but still salvagable: orange
Fucked up: red

For each of the days, about 50 in total. That way, if nobody wants to follow that, they don't have to.

I will write a proper update very soon. Wish me luck. Xx

4 comments:

  1. Good luck. I love your idea of color coding days by whether they're good/salvageable/unacceptable. I might have to start doing similar.

    xx

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  2. Colour coding sounds perfect! I'm a little OCD like that too! Good luck :) xx

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