I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Monday, October 8, 2012

So happy to be back at school!

Not.
I hope you didn't believe that title.

I've got so much work to do this week from stuff I missed, and as of right now I'm failing English >.< But I know I can do it. It's just gonna be hell. So there may not be much posting going on this week. I can't wait to go home, that's where I can do the most work.

But I'm going to get on it. NO SLACKING anymore...

Other than that, today is a great day, and I don't have much to say.

I am making a poster, with a bunch of pictures, and goals, so that should help me get back on track. And hopefully I can start running again soon.
I am well rested after the sleep filled weekend I had. (:

I am still undecided about the counselor. but I am leaning more towards talking to her, because if my family can not believe it once, then they can not believe it again, if it happens. Still working that one out. And Lovely Bones has been an incredible help to me, I don't know where I would be without her. :D

Time to start on that English Essay.... As I keep procrastinating. (: Hope everyone has a good day!

2 comments:

  1. Love you sweetheart. I hope you're okay. Reply to my email when you have the time. I want to know what happened with your grandma.
    Take care.

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    1. I am so not okay.... But thanks. I did reply to your email, i'll probably email you again later... Everything sucks right now and i'm so scared..

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