Today feels like just any other day. Well, kinda. I did talk to Cimiron last night ^____^ so my mood has improved a ridiculous amount. I just want to dance and run and sing and be happy. I am happy. 3 weeks was wayy too long. Never again.
So that is a great start to my day!
Also, I finished all my Christmas shopping, so now I just have to wrap them. I'm finally starting to be excited for being around my family, and all that comes with Christmas. I don't intend to eat much. Plus I have the worlds worst cramps, so now I have a reason not to eat! I will do this. I'm also really bloated, so I'm a bit excited to weigh myself when I don't have the bloat, as I know I will have gone down. But this not knowing, is kinda killing me.
Bleh. I can't even stay mad about that! I'm too happy!
I think today I'm just gonna take it easy. There's nobody around, nothing to do, well not really, and I feel like cleaning. Why oh why do I get bored and then clean? I don't mind, I kinda like knowing that I've accomplished something.
I'm still trying to make plans with my friends. Or any of them. That's not working out so well. I don't want to spend my break hiding away in my house. I want to be out doing things, hanging out with people, anything! D: Guess I can't force them to.
Hope everyone is doing good, and Merry Christmas!! Xx
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
This post made me so happy because you're happy. Thank you for texting me this morning and checking up on me. I have a lot to write about, but I don't know where to start. Maybe if you feel like it, you could come up this way on Wed? Txt me and let me know. Lots of love.
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I will! Xx
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