I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Random Nonsense

Today was interesting.
I woke up late for guard practice, so I got there late. When we were dancing, I did a dorjite? However you spell it. But I landed wrong, and It's possible i may have broken my toe. Woo. It is SO swollen, and it's black and blue. Bleh. I need to run and do crunches, but I can't with an injured toe.
Part of me wishes it was broken, because then I'd have finally broken something, but at the same time, I hope I haven't because that would take away my ability to run.
I ate way too much today. I've been reckless the last few days. I need to get back on track. And I need to start being more conscious. Tomorrow's Sunday. The start of a new week. What better day to do it??
:D

It's December!!! :D
I don't know why, but I love December!!! It's so nice, but normally It's cold as hell here. Today it was actually warm and I loved it!! I hope it stays like this before getting really cold since then I'll be in Hawaii!!

I'm excited, and I felt the need to write. But I'm not sure how much sense this makes!!
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4 comments:

  1. SarahDecember 2, 2012 at 9:24 AM

    nawww sorry about you....toe. and i'm going to do the same! get back on track starting monday! LOL I just have a few kg to loose before new year and i'm starting 2moro. :)

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  2. Katie ElizabethDecember 2, 2012 at 9:43 AM

    You can get back on track sweetie. I'm sorry to hear about your toe. I know how much you love dancing. Yay for December.
    XOXO

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    1. J (:December 3, 2012 at 7:38 AM

      Thanks! December is when i'm determined to see a change. I have to. I can't explain it. I need it like people need oxygen. Haha (: Thanks. Xx

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