I'm at an awkward point right now emotionally. On the one hand, I feel angry and pissed off; Murderous. But I'm also satisfied that I don't feel the need to tell everyone everything. (My blog is excluded.)
On the other hand - I feel sad, lost, empty, numb, broken, hopeless. But they all kind of blend together - the good and the bad feelings. So they leave me stuck in the middle of Nowhereland.
I'm still trying to work out how to be positive, or more optimistic/less pessemistic. Which is why my posts might be whack right now.
Either that or I'm a quack. I'm probably a quack. xD Woot.
Anyways, so there you have it. The emotional storm that's been a brewin'. I'm sure It'll be over soon. Or not. Thanks for hanging in there with me.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
go through it. But know that you are not alone. We are all here for you. You are always here for us.
ReplyDeleteHonestly. We might be a disfuntional group, but we are one of the few groups who truely understand one another.
Hang in there. Let's get through this together. :)
I'm fighting through it as best as I can. Thank you for yor support. Xx
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