In 3 or so hours, I can wake up and actually start my day, whereas right now im supposed to be sleeping.
I'm really pumped for today. I feel like I can do anything (and it's all natural - no drugs involved). xD
I have music in my ears, I'm gonna be trying to get a job, which will put me closer to moving out of here when I turn 18. I am so excited.
I really would like to get some more music though. So if you'd like to, comment down below some of your favorite artists/bands and I would appreciate it! (:
I function better when I'm starving and tired. I don't know why, but I do. Take right now, for example. I feel perfectly happy, content, relaxed. It's an amazing feeling. But as soon as I start thinking, I start falling. /:
I'm not sure what I'll do later today, or in 2.5 hours when I actually get up. I might be hanging out with my mom again. :D That's always tons of fun. I'm also gonna be job hunting, and possibly going swimming. I guess I'll see. (:
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
I'm not sure of your tastes, but I'll give you a quick list of some bands I like and some of my favorite songs.
ReplyDeleteAs I Lay Dying
"Vacancy" "Condemned" "Paralyzed"
In Flames
"Mirror's Truth" "Only for the Weak" "Come Clarity" "Dead End"
Fit For A King
"Lioness" "Bitter End" and all their songs actually
"Villify" by Device
Avicci
"Levels" "Love" (or whatever it's called, something with love in the title)
just most of his stuff
10 Years
"Fix Me" "Beautiful" "So Long, Goodbye" "Chasing the Rapture"
Five Finger Death Punch
"Lift Me Up" "Stranger Than Fiction" "Tragic Truth" "Coming Down"
"What Do You Say" by Filter
"Sail" by AWOLNATION
"#Beautiful" by Mariah Carey
"There's No Going Back" by Sick Puppies
"Blood" by In This Moment and also "Adrenalize"
"Hurricane" by Theory of a Deadman
"Absolute Zero" by Stone Sour
I got music for days :D Just let me know what you like
You just named most of my favorite bands, along with a few bands I haven't heard if yet. I LOVE your taste in music! The more the better, so don't hesitate to name as much as you like. As much as you're willing/have time to share! Thank you so much!! :D
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