I've been quite busy since school let out.
Which is nice. I in no way want to stay home. I want to be out doing things, going places.
I've hung out with A a few times, and yesterday we smoked. It was.. Interesting. I'm not sure if he liked it or not, but personally, I felt really awkward. Maybe because I don't do the whole people thing? Haha.
I hung out with my mom on Friday, and we went swimming. I got a tan, and we just had a good time. We talked a bit, and it was just genuinely nice. I'm supposed to hang out with her again on Monday.
I went to my friend's graduation party last night, even though I hadn't originally planned to. It was fun, even if I did seem awkward. I hadn't planned on going until the last minute, so I didn't bring my swimming suit. So while everyone was swimming, I was guarding phones. Not that I minded. I watched everyone push each other into the pool, and just do crazy things. There was a young girl in the pool, maybe like 4. She was really protective of her brother. His friends were joking with him and dunking him in the pool, and she got upset because she didn't want them to hurt him. He was older than her though. It just made me wonder... Was I ever like that with my brother?
*** There's gonna be several posts while I catch up on the last few days. I'm apologizing a head of time for spamming your newsfeed.***
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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