I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Monday, December 31, 2012

Day 1

This is my first day of progress pictures.
I will post pretty much everything.
Pictures, measurements, and my weight. Woo.
I am such a fat whale.
But here goes.

Starting weight: 180.5 lbs
Arm: 11 inches
Thigh: 24 inches
Waist: 31 inches
Wrist: 6.5 inches
Hips: 39 inches
Calf: 15 inches

Damn.
This makes me look ridiculously fat. But I suppose I am.


Now, the world can see my fat ass, and agree that I look like a whale. But I will change this. I update in 2 weeks, but until then, I'll be posting how it's going, and tons of thinspo to keep me on track.
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8 comments:

  1. Loopy LucieDecember 31, 2012 at 12:23 PM

    You are so brave putting these personal photos up. I think you look lovely how you are hun. I wish I was like you xx

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    1. J (:December 31, 2012 at 12:32 PM

      Ahh you're so sweet!! But of course I disagree, so that's why i'm going to start letting people into my journey with Ana. Maybe some people can feel inspired or something from it.
      I doubt anyone wishes they were like me. But thank you hun! Xxx

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  2. That GirlDecember 31, 2012 at 2:31 PM

    Hey sweety. I can't really say that I like your new layout. I can't read it on my phone . There is only a web page and not a mobile friendly one . And the type of layout of your text. Sorry!

    But I think you're amazing! And good luck!

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    1. J (:January 1, 2013 at 12:17 PM

      I will definitely fix the mobile problem! I just realized why it wouldn't show up! Sorry.. :/

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  3. SarahJanuary 1, 2013 at 7:50 AM

    Darling. Its a good thing to note down your measurements and see with time how you tone up but the way you plan on loosing weight to reach a healthy BMI isn't something a wise person would agree to. I'm going to say the same thing. You are brave to show those pictures but honestly, you don't need to loose a lot of weight in order to look fit and toned. You will be able to do that. x

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    1. J (:January 1, 2013 at 12:19 PM

      Thank you so much. I appreciate it. But I have to do this.It is what I do. So I don't expect people to support me. Like I said in my "Getting My Ass In Gear" post. I have to do it this way. Thanks for the compliment though. (: Xx Take care.

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  4. Katie ElizabethJanuary 1, 2013 at 11:14 AM

    I can't wait to see all the progress you make sweetie. Like Lucie said, you are brave putting pictures up. I've only done it a couple times. You can do this. I have every bit of faith in you.
    XOXO

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    1. J (:January 1, 2013 at 12:20 PM

      Thanks! I hope so, and I might need support, because it won't be easy. But I can do this.

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