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| Ahhh!! It's Friday!! |
All in all, I think this week has been alright. I was supposed to get up at 5 this morning to do some crunches, take a shower, and get ready for school. Leaving time to get some work done. Last night after I got home from practice, I was so tired I literally fell asleep on my books... They're not comfortable. xD
But, alas, that didn't happen? Why? Because when my alarm went off, I decided that I wanted to sleep more, so I went back to sleep for an hour. I must have slept a total of like 8 1/2 hours last night... Which is like double my usual amount. Yeah, I usually sleep like 4 hours a night, if that.
I got stressed out over Chemistry... again. And I forgot to ask my dad about a tutor.. Hm. I need to do that. So I got to school late today, at the start of my first class. But I decided to ditch it, kinda last minute, to do some work. I've gotten some work done, but not nearly the amount I need to. Ugh.
I really need to stop ditching classes, because pretty soon here, I'm gonna get truancy. Which, if you don't know, means that basically I have to go to court and my dad can possibly get a fine since I have to be in school a certain amount of days a year. It's my fault I'm not going to class, but since I'm a minor, (under 18) he gets the fine. So I really need to start going to class.... It definitely isn't helping my grades any.
I have practice again tonight... and my last show. Ugh. I don't want to do it, just because I'm tired of it. But she let us add things to our performance, so I think it will be fun. I get to have a prison fight. :D Random, yes. But totally epic!! Annnnnd since it's the weekend, I am going to spend the rest of my night doing homework. No exceptions. I am going to take both my Ipod and my phone, and put them on the other side of my room or something if I have to. I am going to get everything done. Then I can enjoy my weekend. It's time for me to be strict again.
I'm feeling kinda anxious and scared at the moment, because my instructor wants us to wear T-Shirts for our show tonight, but there is no way that will hide the cuts on my arms. And I don't want people asking questions. I'll have to find a way to get out of that one. I don't really want to go to practice tonight, or perform, but I guess I will end up doing it regardless. One last time. My last practice of Winter guard before I graduate, my last performance. I just want school to be over... meh! But at the same time, I don't because my grades suck so much.
Guess I better get on that.



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