I'm supposed to be studying. I'm supposed to be studying because I have a huge test on Monday and I need to do well on it. I need it to pass that class.
I am getting credit (2 Chem credits) at WarrenTech next year, so if I don't pass this year, then that should replace those missed credits, right?
I can't even focus enough to study, or do the work I need to do. My brain is all over the place, and so am I. I'm everywhere, not able to see which way is up or down, and I don't know how to find it.
I have 5 more weeks of school.
That scares the living shit out of me, because if I can't get my ass in gear, I won't pass this year. And i need to pass it.
Ugh, I just want everything to be over..
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OrAtecNzIbU I heard this song and immediately thought of you, so here's what I want you to do:
ReplyDeleteI want you to listen to this song, turn it up loud, dance around, shake out that stress, smile just because, then try to study some more.
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You're amazing. Thank you. I love the song!
Delete<3 I knew you would!
Delete<3 thank you!
DeleteOh, this one is for your getting old post. :D
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I'll check it out when I get home! (:
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