What can I say that I haven't already?
What can I do to show you?
Why am I still here?
Why am I still fighting?
What I want, and reality, do not clash.
My mind is racing 100 miles per hour.
I want...
What do I want?
I have a vague idea, but I have stopped wanting. Wanting anything other than a release, a final fuck you to a world that has destroyed me.
Or maybe I have destroyed myself.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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