For those of you that read my blog, I just want to say that I'm sorry.
I hate being this negative person all the time.
I do have hope, for summer.
It just hit me. My motivation.
I don't know why.
But it did, and I just want to say that I'm sorry.
I promise that things will start looking up, and that I won't be so negative.
I promise that I will be more positive, more interesting, more optimistic.
That I won't be so down all the time.
i am trying.
Right now, I don't have the time nor the energy to change it.
But in 2 months, when I am out of school, and this school stress is behind me, then I will be more fun.
More exciting, and hopefully more optimistic. I won't be so down, upset, and all this shit.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!


We aren't here for just your good times. :) <3
ReplyDeleteI know, but I feel like I've overstayed my allotted amount of "bad times". Either way, things will get better. (:
DeleteNo worries. It's not like we're forced to read this blog- we read it because we want to and we want to know how you're doing, no matter what.
ReplyDeleteBe as negative as you want!
That may be true, but who wants to read about how much life sucks all the time. There has got to be some happiness in there somewhere. (:
Delete