You can't be something you're not.
But I can sure as hell try.
I need something that defines me. Something that is unique to me.
Something I love doing.
And as far as it stands right now, I've got nothing. /:
I am nothing. I can't tell you any basic thing about me. Except maybe that I like to starve. But that's it.
That is not enough to define a person. Not at all. But It's all I've got right now.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
You need to think about what your passions in life are. When I think about it I can say that mine is helping people. Knowing that, I arrange things I do around that like being involved on campus, volunteering, and my major is Psychology so all of that can facilitate this passion. My other one is traveling. I went to Greece and I need more. That of course takes money but I can save.
ReplyDeleteI think it's important to realize you're unique, but no one is truly novel. Find what you love through trial and error and go from there. You don't need to impress anyone with a hobby or defining thing. You stand out by the drive and passion you have for something. Keep that in mind. :)
But at this point in time I don't have a drive and a passion. I try to find it and I tired funneling it into running but that failed because I think on seome level I want to be a runner but I don't think I can. I went running for the first time since winter today and afterwards I couldn't hardly breathe. I hated it, so I don't know if I will be doing that.
DeleteI understand what you mean about finding your passion. I just need to keep trying, I guess. But it might be a while before I can actually do that, and in a way, that scares me. Xx
You don't run perfectly after one time. Seriously lol. That's not how exercise works. You're giving up too easy. stop! :)
DeleteI have been running for about a year now, with none to little improvement.. -_- I'm trying not to give up too easily. Xx
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