My best friend triggered me today. Not in an intentional way, but nonetheless.
She had no idea she triggered me. And I'm trying right now to realize it as a trigger and not a reason, but I'm failing, miserably. Most of the time, I think I don't deserve her as a friend. In fact I know I don't.
I'm just upset and stupid right now. Whatever.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
I'm sorry...I'm here if you need some help and if you want to tell me your story. Don't give up
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