I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Fading Away

Watch me fade from the view,
From your memory,
As if I never existed.

It's... That time again. War with myself over what people know about me, and the fact that I feel like I can't talk to anyone anymore. What response am I looking for? I don't even know. The guilt and trapped feeling are just too much. 

2 comments:

  1. Don't fade away. You're a wonderful person and I enjoy getting to know you. You don't have to worry about the guilt, we all live with it in one way or another. Love you.
    XOXO

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    1. But how do I continue to live with it? It's killing me inside..

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