I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Friday, February 21, 2014

Fuck!

Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me.
Fuck my family. Fuck being human. Fuck life. I'm done.

I don't want you to give a fuck about what I eat. If I want to fucking starve, then I should be able to. If I want to die, let me. But just leave me the fuck alone.
I can't live like this. I can't pretend to be normal. I can't hurt any more people. Not even the ones I love.

I'm done. I want to hide and die. I'm sorry..

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