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Just have to hold on for 2 more months. I'm praying to a god I don't believe in - please. Help me retain SOMETHING worth living for, and help me hold on for 2 more months. After that, if I've got nothing, so be it. At least I tried. But please, I just need something to hold on to for 2 more months. 62 days. Please.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Keep hanging in there...you CAN do this.
ReplyDeleteMmm It would be nice to think that.
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