Earlier today, someone said that I am amazing. That despite all the shit that I've gone through, (which they know nothing about how much shit I have REALLY gone through) I am standing strong. She said that I radiate confidence, and strength.
I was actually speechless. I mean, no. I don't think of myself in that way, but that IS what I try to project. Confidence.
And to know that it might be working, well, it was reassuring. Even if it isn't true.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
She's right...you ARE amazing.
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