I have 6 weeks left of school.
My grades can't get any worse.
Fuck.
I am actually terrified. I feel like I need someone to slap me across my face, then help me with this.
I don't even know where to turn to for help, or what to do to begin getting back on track.
I would say I need a break to get back on track, but I would only be lying. I would end up procrastinating and then it would do no good.
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I need help. I hate school. I hate Chemistry. I hate this. I just want it to be over with.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Chemistry sucks. I never liked it and I intend to never use it again. I hope you can get through the rest of the school year! Your grades might seem to matter a lot now but once everything's over with they won't make too much of a difference.
ReplyDeleteThey do matter though, if I want a future. I have to get certain grades, just so I can get into the colleges that I want to go to.
DeleteIn the future. they probably won't matter, but right now, they seem so important.
Thanks for the well wishes about Chem. I will try to do well. (: