I bought a new scale today. Im pretty excited. Now I can start getting back on track with my weight. Hopefully move toward NOT looking like a whale.
I hope.
I'm starting this challenge thing with a friend of mine too. Basically, you have to lose x amount of weight in x amount of time. Whoever reaches it first, wins. It's good motivation. I'm excited. The first challenge is to lose 6 lbs in 14 days. Sounds easy enough, right? Let's just see if I can do it.
Oh, and I should probably update that page on my blog about my weight. Maybe soon. I want to rearrange it, change it.
I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow in school, but after school i'm going to go for a run if it's not too cold. It was so nice today, warm, sun shining. But it's supposed to snow tomorrow. xD Bipolar weather - my home. ^_^
In other news, I took a razor blade from my dad because I needed one and he had a bunch. Yeah.. Turns out it was a lot sharper than I'd realized. I didn't do any serious damage, but it was a deeper cut than i'd intended to make. But now I know.
It's only (almost) Monday and i'm wishing for another weekend. xD Or rather, I'm wishing for the summer. ^-^ For warm weather, happy memories, free time.
My favorite thing to do in the Summer is probably swing in a park late at night, in the quiet, staring at the stars. Or maybe going to Elitches. I love rollercoasters.
What is your favorite thing to do in the Summer?
It rained here last night. :D I was so happy. I sat outside for hours just listening to the rythem of the rain. It was peaceful. And though it was a little cold, just sitting on my doghouse listening to the rain was the best thing ever. I wish it would rain here more often.
This post is kinda everywhere, but that's how my mind is too. It's up and down and then up again.
But I really do love the rain. Does anyone else?
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Rainy weather is my favorite - and I like a good thunderstorm too :)
ReplyDeleteI also enjoy sitting out at night in the summer and star-gazing...it's so peaceful and you can just really let your mind wander.
Also, Good luck with your challenge!! You can do it :D
I love thunderstorms!! ^_^
DeleteThanks for the well wishes with my challenge, I hope I can do it too! (:
It's cool that you like the rain and star-gazing. Not many people do, which is quite sad. xD
I love the rain! It's my absolute favorite! :) It's been raining lately and I've just been snuggled up with movies and my Spanish books :) Such a good way to spend my days!
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