They aren't accepting no as an answer. So I'm intending to eat as little as possible, and take laxies immediately after. I don't want tis food in my stomach.. I want to be blissfully empty again.
So here goes nothing.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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We haven't chatted in a bit, hopefully we can catch up tomorrow. I'm concerned about your body developing dependence on the laxies... Perhaps try substituting some of them for a fiber drink? At least that's a little more natural. I know you've been losing weight, so don't forget about that victory! You are so wonderful. Xoxo
ReplyDeleteI hope we can catch up, too. As for my laxies, I don't even really take all that many, my body won't be dependent on them. I'm not sure about the weightloss, though.
DeleteI hope the dinner went ok. Love you.
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Thanks. Lve you to. Xx
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