Freedom to me means the ability to make your own choices, without constant worry about the consequences or what others will think. Freedom to be who you are and not be told you can't do something.
I feel free here, where I'm at right now. I can do things without others forcing me to do them differently. I can relax, stop always being on edge, even I it's only for a little while. If I don't want to eat, I don't have to. If I want to, I can. I can say things that I normally wouldn't be able to without fear of judgement. I can breathe, and I don't always have to be looking over my shoulder. I can be me.
This is peace, right here. However short lived, it's peace. I'm so grateful for that, for the chance. Thank you. (You know who you are.)
I love having you here. I feel the same, you're one of the few people I can be open with and talk about anything with. I hope you lunch went ok. I'm thinking about you.
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I'm glad you can be open with me as I can you. It's such a rare thing for me these days. Lunch was terrible, but what else could I expect? Xx
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