Inspiration is hard to find (:

So this time I'm not sure what inspired me. It was more of a who, some things that were said, and a goal. But I've set them before. And usually, after a little bit, I begin to lose that inspiration to get there.
And inspiration is hard to come by. But for now I've got my inspiration, to get better, to be more optimistic, to try harder. And I really believe that I can do it. There is no other option. But it feels really nice to actually agree with someone when they tell me I'm beautiful, and smart, and amazing. Normally, I half-heartedly agree with them, but this time, I meant it with everything I knew. It's a new feeling for me, and honestly, it feels amazing!
Of course he had to be sweet enough to say it in the first place, but that's something I can't argue with. I'm a sucker for sweet gestures. And he just so happens to give them a lot.
I'm holding on to my inspiration with both hands, hoping, wishing, that it will stay with me, or that I can find new inspiration when it evades me. I'm actually having an amazing day today, tomorrow is Friday, so it should be amazing as well!

This week I'm pretty much living on my own. My dad is on a vacation, and I'm dog sitting  Gotta say, I kinda like it. I get to do what I want pretty much whenever I want, and though my house is a little creepy at night, but waking up in the morning and getting myself through my day, it's kinda liberating. The voice in my head that I've been fighting since I got here, well it's finally almost quiet. I can't really hear it, or I don't pay attention to it, so that's good! And I've got loads of relaxation and free time! Not sure what to do with it! But majorly excited to have a weekend to myself! :D