I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Friday, November 16, 2012

Almost the weekend!

One thing I have to say.... I MISS MY MUSIC. SO much.
Nobody turned in my Ipod, and now that my phone is kinda sorta broken, I don't have any music. I've been missing it so much. I have realized just how much I rely on my music to get me through the day.
But it's almost the weekend, I think I can manage.

I have about 2 more periods to go, and then I get to go to Colorguard! I'm helping my friend. And I'm so happy to be back where I belong. Guard has become a home. When I perform, I know that people are watching me. They are there to see me. And my team, but you know what I mean! She has our song already picked out as well, and I love it. I'll post it below, and you can all love it too!

I have gotten back into the habit of Chem, so I'm not behind in them or anything much anymore. We're actually doing something that I understand, so it's a little better for me. Right now, I'm supposed to be in Spanish, but we're watching a movie, and I decided to come to the library and work. I'm doing chem right now, and then I'm going to work on Algebra. So I'm getting there.

My good mood has stuck around! :D I don't know how or why, but it has! And I'm counting the periods, can't wait!!

This is the song we're doing our guard routine to! Does anyone else like this song as much as I do??

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