To see someone who's happy all the time?
Or to know that someone is struggling 24/7 and can barely get back on their feet?
What if you don't know how to help them?
What if it is something beyond your reach, and you know that others' have the power to help them, and that they are getting help?
I don't think we want either. Because if you're happy all the time, then you're lying, but if you are struggling 24/7, then you're not someone anyone wants to be around.
I over heard this conversation on the bus earlier, between two people. They were talking about something similar to this, and it just made me think...
What would you prefer?
Because either one is difficult to deal with, but at the same time, one is always easier to deal with than the other. Because we only want to see certain things. It's contradictory.. but I just wondered at anyone's thoughts who reads this.
Which would you prefer? Why?
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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