I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Exercise!

I woke up earlyish this morning, and I thought that today was just gonna be another day that I would have nothing to do, but it didn't!!

I went to breakfast, and it was very nice. I didn't have an anxiety attack, and I was able to just eat. When I got home, I went back to walking 6 miles. So I've walked a total of 12 miles this weekend! It feels GREAT!!

Wednesday is so close. I am both excited for it and dreading it. But I'll have to see what happens. I've been doing so well this weekend, drinking 3 liters of water a day, walking 6 miles a day. It's great.

Now, it's time to go study. I hate weekends when I have to study. I can't wait until the 15th when I get 2 weeks of break from school. Then I have a break in December, and one in January when I go to Hawaii. Man, I am so excited!!!

Exercising isn't as horrible as I thought it would be. And this surprises me. I don't know if anyone actually reads my blog, but if anyone does and they have any exercises and tips to share, I'd love to hear them!! :D

Hope everyone had a good weekend, I know I did!
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6 comments:

  1. The Lovely BonesNovember 5, 2012 at 1:55 AM

    Glad you're feeling good sweetie. Good luck on Wednesday, you can do this.

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    1. J (:November 5, 2012 at 9:50 AM

      Thank you. I know I can do this. And so can you. I'm so lucky to have you. Stay strong, and take care.
      Xx Love you.

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  2. AnonymousNovember 5, 2012 at 10:32 AM

    Wow! It sounds like you're doing really well ^_^
    Keep up all the good work and you'll feel so great and will reach your goals in no time <3
    Of course we read your blog! ^_^ And I'm glad to see you're doing well and looking forward to some exciting weeks coming up real soon! <3
    Take care sweetheart.
    -Emma

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    1. J (:November 5, 2012 at 1:15 PM

      Thanks. I've mostly kept your words in mind, and it's helped a lot. I am so excited for January and February! I'm glad to know that someone reads my blog, often it feels like i'm talking to wall, and it can get a little weird. Haha.
      Thanks, you too! Love you! Xx
      -Camille

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  3. Ruby TuesdayNovember 5, 2012 at 1:08 PM

    I am reading and people do care x

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