This is my motto for today.
I have an entire week off for break and I'm going to enjoy it! xD
My dad has a friend coming in on Tuesday, so it's up to me to clean the house and make sure it's nice. Doesn't sound too hard, right?
You haven't seen my house.
I'm also applying this to my exercise. I've been slacking a lot recently in running, finding reasons not to go for a run. And really, that's exactly what I need. To go run, to not think. To just feel my feet hitting the pavement. And it's also getting colder here, so it's making it a little harder to run.
Today is a warm day though, so I'm gonna make the most of it! I think that's what I'm going to ask for for Christmas. (: I'm not a huge Christmas person. I'd rather see everyone else happy. I always have been. It's the same with any holiday. And with Thanksgiving on Friday, well, I'm hoping that it goes well. :D
On another bright side, I got more music!!! I can't seem to put it on my phone though, so I can't listen to it. I'm working on it.
I'm in yet another good mood today, if you couldn't tell. No idea why, maybe it's the "school break spirit"! :D
But I'll take it!
My abs are still sore from Friday. But this is good, as it means I have been building muscle! :D I can't wait to continue on in the season, get stronger, perform. It will be so much fun.
Now it's time to blast the music and get cleaning!! ^_^ (and go for a run) :D
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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