I've been feeling the urge to write recently, but I feel like my head is so jumbled up. I can't find the right words, but at the same time, even if they come out wrong, I'm still going to write them.
So I intend to write a short story. Which you can look forward to.
Today started out good, then my mood went to crap and now I just want to go home. I have guard tonight as well - not so much looking forward to it. I don't know why, but I'm not.
I can't wait for Psychology. I love that class (in case you hadn't noticed xD)
I debated skipping checking in with the counselor at school this morning, I'm supposed to meet her in a couple minutes. I don't know if I should go, though I know I will. I don't want to.
I feel so conflicted.
If this made any sense, yay. If not, well, I expected it.
I need to get all this stuff out of my head, so that I can think clearly. So I shall be ranting and not making any sense later. Here goes. Wish me luck. I'm so nervous, though I don't know why.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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