I love the night. It's my favorite time of the day. Because you can do anything then.
I had no homework tonight, so I went outside with a book, and read. But then I got sleepy, so I took a 2 hour nap!!! Yay for naps!!!!
Then tomorrow's FRIDAY!!! I am kinda excited, because then it's the weekend! I don't have any plans yet, but I will make some! I'm hoping to hang with a close friend that I miss! But I don't know yet!
Last night, I told this kid C that he could text me if he wanted, because I had to go. So he asked if my number was the same, and I was just like..... Wow. I mean, we dated briefly, but we ended up breaking up because we wanted two different things, and he was kinda an ass. Anyways, I didn't keep his number, but he kept mine.I think that's kinda weird. But now we're talking again, and I guess he still kinda likes me, but it would never work. I don't like him anymore, I don't know if I ever did. And to be honest, I don't know why I ever did. I think it was because I just wanted to be with someone, and because I was hurt over being ditched again. It's really petty. I don't much remember, but I thought it was kinda weird. And he texted me this morning saying "Good morning". I was just like....... REALLY? Am I the only one that finds that weird?
I mean I don't mind that he did, that's all fine and dandy. I just think it's a little weird is all.
Anyways, i'm off to go relax and blast some music. (: It's gonna be a good night, and then I got school tomorrow! I have a Science Test on the Periodic Table, and I'm terrified... But I know it will go well. I'm not even gonna think about it. I'm just gonna enjoy my relaxing night. :D Goodnight!
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
I don't think it's weird at all ... I mean, I still have the numbers of all my ex's but we're friends and talk all the time so maybe that's a little different :) I don't find it weird that he did text you either, if you say that someone can do it then they're probably going to do it :) It's cute.
ReplyDeleteGood luck for your test! :)
Yeah, I think that's a little different. C and I haven't talked for about a year, there was no reason for him to keep my number.
DeleteBut thanks for the good luck!